Linkin Park throw back.

I have mixed feelings about going back to Newton. Although most of my body and brain feel fine; my ear is plugged up and throbbing. So, my trip home will be one day earlier- hoping that the ear infection I believe I may have won't effect this stupid surgery. I guess I should be thankful for the technology, I just don't want to spend my spring break getting a steroid implant in my eye. I feel like people expect me to be big and strong about these things, yet I still get scared like a baby.

I can't wait to hug my parents and my brother. I'm excited to see my best friend and my aunt. I'm looking forward to squeezing Olivia and seeing Mindi's new tattoo. I'm hoping to dig my teeth into a Zombie Burger and see a movie with my friends. I want to see my grandma, I want to see my other grandma and my grandpa. I want to get Chinese with Coley or at least see him. And I am really looking forward to seeing Will at the Speakeasy this Saturday, and as much as it surprises me to say it, I'm excited to see my old boss too. Oh and my Andrew. :) So, I guess there are a lot of things to look forward to, I just love the freedom I have when I am away. Like, I'll have my mom worried when I'm out too late and she'll be telling me to fill out my fafsa. WOO HOO.

I'll miss Abby and Elliot and Levi. I'll miss the inside jokes that no one else gets. I'll have to sing "Sexy and I know it" via text messages. I won't get to meet another one of Elliot's random friends on Thursday, and I won't have anyone to dance with except my mom in a hotel room. The weather is so nice, and we could have had a spring break full of shenanigans. Oh well, summer is around the corner.

Newton, this may be the first time I haven't wanted to see you in awhile. I mean I do, but I don't. Oh well, at least I have new sunglasses to wear.

Happy Spring Break ya'll!

xoxo